Golden Buzzer – a poem
I stumbled on this recent performance on Britain’s Got Talent, and it reminded me of the way these “Got Talent” shows moved me and kept me company a couple summers ago. So much so that I wrote a poem about how they do more than entertain. They transcend regular moments and veer into something that feels holy–especially when a judge presses the Golden Buzzer. I cry at nearly every performance and see the very best of humanity in these moments.
Golden Buzzer
I have long believed
art heals
but did not expect to find a prescription
in clips of novice singers, musicians, acrobats, or magicians
auditioning for a live audience
woven into notes, lyrics, movement
stories tell of courage, perseverance, a willingness to shatter
stage fright
to give voice to talent
something to prove
someone to prove wrong
some absolutely serene in the delivery while
others stumble and start again
in these performances
a balm
a comfort
a tidal wave of tears
cascade
down
my
cheeks.
Art heals.
Celebrity judges show kindness, awe, wonder
I absorb the feedback
as my own
lost hours of free time
glued to performances
inundated with hope, peace, renewed willingness to
center myself
where I write because I love it
standing in the light
erasing what hasn’t served to push forward
money nor fame solves a problem
it’s not why you’re doing it
I tell myself
each time the judge presses the button
contestant covers mouth
universal sign of shock, vulnerability
confetti glitters, flutters to the stage
I imagine myself in the spotlight
refreshed.
I love this. AGT has been a favorite of mine for years; there’s something about it that is very authentic, uplifting and…sometimes…heartbreaking. It’s always the performers that touch me. They are seemingly living on the edge of success versus failure and it is fascinating and mesmerizing; a slice of real life.